Come gallop on with me.

September 26, 2008

Eyes of a Blue Dog

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I love exploring the inner geography. I'm still pondering this dream from last week ...

Jack Bauer and I hire a sailing ship at some port in some unknown South American-looking city. At the Rent A Ship Store. There's a sign, I'm serious, just like at the U-Haul Store.

But this is no trailer.

We sail her north, skimming the waves, sails filled with wind, up the river. Jack is, after all, a sailor. The blue skein of water twists and turns like a serpent through dense rain forest. White birds lead the way. They dart and wheel and screech in the sky above. I trace our course on a map like one in an old MGM pirate movie. The parchment paper burns at the corners and the edges turn as black as night.

We finally arrive somewhere. On a shore. I've no idea what to expect. We disembark.

There's a glamorous looking vixen of a woman with jet black hair and ruby red lipstick (rather like this lady) waiting for us in a stone building filled with shadows. It's a maze of halls and doorways. I think it's a hotel. Or her house. With her luminous eyes and half-smoked cigarette, I feel a little afraid of her dark beauty, especially when she smiles a broad, lustrous smile, showing teeth as white as ivory. I think in the animal kingdom, you'd call that a threat.

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Outside the enormous windows of the stone house, we spot a tiger prowling through the trees. Each calculated step brings him closer to his prey. Us. His eyes glimmer wickedly in the darkness, like a painting I've seen somewhere but can't remember except in cartoon caricatures. And I know we are in trouble.

The woman disappears in a flash of perfume.

Suddenly, the tiger is chasing us through the stone house, his long claws scrawling across the stone as we round yet another corner. We're frantically trying to outrun him, but we know we can't. Somehow or other, we manage to lock him in the bathroom. I see his tail wrapped around the claw foot of the bathtub as we slam the door shut. He is growling and snarling and throwing himself against the heavy wooden door, but that tiger can't get out.

We lean against the door, gasping and panting, looking at each other in disbelief at how we managed to trick that big cat, relieved to be alive and not to have been tiger food. Nearly laughing out loud with it. We are giddy.

But not for long.

A big black dog with burly shoulders comes clicking up the hallway.

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Eyes of a Blue Dog

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Eyes of a Blue Dog, Gabriel Garcia Marquez. Then she looked at me. I thought that she was looking at me for the first time. But then, when she turned around behind the lamp and I kept feeling her slippery and oily look in back of me, over my shoulder, I understood that it was I who was looking at her for the first time. I lit a cigarette. I took a drag on the harsh, strong smoke, before spinning in the chair, balancing on one of the rear legs. After that I saw her there, as if she'd been standing beside the lamp looking at me every night. For a few brief minutes that's all we did: look at each other. I looked from the chair, balancing on one of the rear legs. She stood, with a long and quiet hand on the lamp, looking at me. I saw her eyelids lighted up as on every night. It was then that I remembered the usual thing, when I said to her: 'Eyes of a blue dog.' Without taking her hand off the lamp she said to me: 'That. We'll never forget that.' She left the orbit, sighing: 'Eyes of a blue dog. I've written it everywhere.'

I read this story about a man and woman who meet only in their dreams and have a code phrase to recognize each other in their waking lives for the first time approximately 20 years ago. And I am still astonished by it.

I've been blessed my entire life with interesting, full-blown Technicolor dreams. They are a part of my life I've always enjoyed immensely.

Check out the Jung Podcast series by John D. Betts, Jungian Analyst. Here's a link to Dreams: Episode 1 introducing a Jungian approach to dream interpretation. There are three episodes total on dreams. I've found the full series to be a very informative introduction to Jungian analysis.

My 7th grade daughter just started what I think is going to be a fabulous college preparatory middle school for her, and I was delighted yesterday when her Literature teacher told me that the kids are currently studying symbolism in literature and taking their time to understand it and absorb what that means as the instructor thinks symbolism in literature immensely important. Whoa. Now how cool is that? My kid and I had a very thoughtful conversation about the "anima" and "animus" the other day...

Jack Bauer and I agree we would have each given our right arm for that kind of school experience. We both went to public school. My dad was the first out of his family to go to college. Jack's mom the first in hers, and graduated well into her fifties. You just keep on lifting your kids and the generations beyond you up on your shoulders. Now that's America.

Back to the dreams, I don't think I'll ever see a blue heeler in the same light again after Gabriel Garcia Marquez.