Almost home
“It’s only been a couple of days,” your husband says.
“I know. I know.” You tap your fingers on his knee (not in time to the music on the radio), gazing out of the passenger-side window of the SUV, drinking in the rugged Pecos mountains, the familiar peaks, that one amazingly big pine you find yourself occasionally coveting for your own backyard, the mesa you wake up to every morning, the blue and silver Amtrak speeding along at its feet. “I had a good time in Ruidoso,” you say.
“Me too.” He smiles, giving your knee a little squeeze.
“Are we there yet?” a kid asks, coming up for air from the gozillionth viewing of Star Wars in the back seat.
The family reunion was three rain-soaked days, to be exact. You talked until you were bleary eyed, played a rowdy game of whiffle ball in the mud, wore ridiculously wonderful matching t-shirts that will no doubt be saved for posterity, and slept away two dark and deliciously chilly nights with the cabin windows thrown wide open. Made steaming hot cocoa for your husband’s nephew’s two somber-eyed little girls from Austin―one of whom, her mother says, dreams of horses―and told them that if they lived nearby, you’d teach them both to ride. Which seemed to please the tiny blonde beauties. You suddenly remember that you forgot how small your own two were until just recently.
The Amtrak purrs alongside of your car for a moment before disappearing into a canyon. You catch a glimpse of the purple-gray outlines of passengers in the observation car. They are the travelers.
But you are not, at this moment, as the car pulls into the drive. Your husband checks your urge to open the door and go running ahead as he steps outside to unlock the big ranch gate, saying, “Let’s all go down to see them together.”
At the house, the kids spill out of the car to greet Matilda-the-Tenacious-Heeler with her stub-tail wagging and wriggling, her black lips drawn back in a grin. Children and heeler slip ahead of you like a high-country creek over its rocky bed, down the worn path to the barn gate, where all five of them―Toby, Teyla, Miss Morningstar, Pinon, and Caprichosa―are waiting. Your husband strolls down the path behind you all, chuckling.
You didn’t know you’d miss a herd of horses or any place quite this much.
You're home.
Flickr photos: Montana Raven





